There is one good way to start out a wet Tuesday morning, hearing the Billy Joel is coming in concert. It made my day, actually my week. I don't care if I end up going alone, I will be there. And I will be one of those freaks that will pay $95 for the floor seats. Realistically that is a great price. You bet your ass that at 10am next Monday I will be online ready to go. I am a freak, welcome to my world.
I agreed to play boss lady at the ballet while Sabrina is in Croatia and Russia. I am really wishing I could take that back now. Yesterday two people called in and one left early because she wasn't feeling well. That left me with four callers and in the 3.5 hours we only managed to get one donation and one sale. This will not due. I think I am going to have to bribe them. I know what is going on. They are thinking that Lindsey's the cool one, she is wicked fun and blah blah blah. Those things are all true, I will not argue it. But for fucks sake, still work people.
I am feeling lonely. It seems that as winter comes people have a tendency to couple up, I swear it is the weather. When it gets cold everyone wants someone to stay warm with. Which is fine. I just am not use to never hearing from certain people. I haven't seen Matt since before I went to Nebraska for the game. Sucky. Then there is Marcus, I haven't seen him in forever... (yes I am publicly calling you out). Most of that is in jest, I just had to poke some fun.
Jeremy is suffocating me. I am either a) way too cynical or b) completely out of it because I can't handle the attention. I think part of it comes from having a low self esteem for so long. I can't handle someone telling me I rock, or that I am beautiful so on so on. It isn't that I don't believe them, it is just that it sounds weird when my ears hear it. And right now, coming from him, it is overwhelming me. I want to sit him down and explain to him that there is such thing as TOO MUCH.
I don't think things between us will work. He is a great guy but... the attraction just isn't there. And I don't think that is shallow. I just don't feel it. And I am not going to force it. It wouldn't be fair to either of us but mostly to him. How is it that I can be the bitchiest girl in the world but hate letting a person down. Seriously, it eats me alive.
2 comments:
First off...you're title of your blog is a little miss leading. I'm surprised that Matt hasn't posted some sort of smart ass comment yet. Also, I don't think Billy Joel has ever been referred to as BJ.
Not going to lie, I have been a ghost as of late. Take your pick from the following:
- Work
- Family
- Sports
- More Sports
- Hanging w/ the guys
- Women
- Halo 3 (surprisingly enough...not with women)
I'll try to not be such a ghost. Cause I think we haven't hung out since the Farmers Market now that I think about it.
As for letting these people walk on you? Are you in a coma when you're there? Lay down the law.
Also on Billy Joel, I would have made fun of your excitement to see Joel in concert. That was until I saw that this was his ex-wife. If he can get her....he's got my vote.
I know it is misleading... I am wicked like that. And not wicked as in "Boston" wicked.. just plain wicked.
Tonight is a new night. I am pissed that they think they can get away with it. You know that bitchy part of me... it's coming out tonight.
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